This is it! I did it, posting every day for a month. I even was able to keep it interesting for some of it, right? I'm not sure if I'll do it again, but I am thankful that NaBloPoMo has revived my interest in blogging and writing.
For the longest time, I kept a very private, password only blog where I spilled my guts, spewed my brain and vomited most of my thoughts on a very regular basis. I occasionally would open it to the public then I'd get smacked down by something horrific like a coworker reading it and I'd lock it up again. This year I've taken a risk and posted many very personal and painful things on this very public blog... and for the most part, I feel good about it.
The truth is, it's just about to get juicy, this life of mine. Whether or not we proceed with attempting to have another child, how Ruby's growth and progression change and shift... it's all just beginning. Do I take it private again? Do I hole myself up in my small world of supporters and say anything and everything that comes to mind? Or do I offer it up here, to you, dear reader and let you participate in the challenge that is 'being me'?
Only time will tell. But I'm pretty sure y'all aren't going to get the same version I'd put on my private blog. That's just too many fucks for one internets. ;)
With that, I bid BloMo adieu and will see you from the other side...
Cause bitches, we're headed to Maui next week. Oooooh yeah.